As I lie down my head at night, I often wonder if I will find a woman who truly understands me and loves me for who I am and not what she wants me to be.

I am a 35 year old HWN/Sicilian make from up state New York (Syracuse). I love romance and the sound of rain on the river. In the winter, I go snowmobiling in the mountains of up state. I turn off the engine just to have the snow falling all around me. I would love to have someone there with me at that very moment in time.

Not every woman loves nature the way I do, but it would be wonderful to find her. My name is Chad Aaron Checatini Ward.

Love

It is not a word, nor a single action, and in truth, it can never be wrong.

Like the sunrise, “perfect” in every possible way. It is many things, and yet, it must exist in the small space of the heart.

Once found, it can bloom endlessly, with non stopped effort. It can choke one’s throat, bring one to tears, but it ever hides in shadows or darkness.

It never feeds itself on deception. It ignores you, and then, there it is once you have given up hope.

It grown with trust, honesty, and compassion. Nothing less, and always more.

Think you found it? I will turn you down cold. Think you have escaped it?

It has you in it’s hold.

Chad Ward #19979-112

PO Box 800

Herlong, CA 96113